I know that I, on more than one occasion have struggled with this very feeling. I at times just want to say, "the heck with this job", or whatever the situation may be. But for whatever reason I find it is not the best possible time for me to bow out in that moment.
In these times I often feel anxious, tense and irritable. I find it hard to focus and I become impatient in my own process and with processes of those around me.
But eventually an intuitive feeling starts to stir in more core. It is often accompanied by an actual physical sensation. The muscles that wrap around my waist, abdomen and back that keep my center upright, are listening to that intuitive voice inside. The intuitive and physical are telling me that it is time for me to stop the struggle and listen. They are telling me to take stock of my posture...Pull it together! Am I even breathing properly?
I soften the muscles in my face, pull my head out of my shoulders, close my eyes and take a long deep breath. As I exhale I visualize the tension, the uncertainty and doubt slowly leaving my mind, my body, my being.
I regain my balance and return to my tightrope walk with the nimbleness of a Prima ballerina. I continue along a path that, though may be a little wobbly at the moment will eventually lead me to exactly where I need to be. And in this moment... it is the only reality I need to be in. The reality where I know it all passes, and things are not as bleak as I may sometimes envisioned them. Balance is what was needed. Listening to my higher self, using my mind to decipher the clues and allowing body to follow is what enables me to regain it.
Be Well~
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